As you one from my last post I did a test and it was a bfn. I didn’t imagine how upset I’d be after taking it, I’ve cried about it, silly you probably think but… I have never in my life felt so strongly about something I want. I suppose adding to my sadness is the fact that my DH is messing with my head, he’ll say something that gives me hope that he’s changed his mind and then say he wasn’t being serious! A bit mean don’t you think? He really doesn’t want another but hasn’t come out and said no yet, I think part him of doesn’t want to say it because he knows it would upset me. I’m already upset and living in limbo land so I would like an answer before I drive myself crazy. Every-time I turn on Facebook there’s…. Positive pregnancy tests, bumps, newborns and women talking about how their husband/partner has just asked them to have another one. Of course I’m happy for them but there’s that bit that wishes it was me showing off my BFP and bump.